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NATASHA AZAHAR !
PreferabLe [S]E[P]E[T] !
Currently Attached status.
Turning sweet ♥sixteen.
Mixture of Malay and Chinese.
Shop For knowledge at Tampines Secondary SchooL
Blowing candLes every ♥Nine of September.
im aint a typicaL Minahrep and i dunn speak their language.
Three best word describe myseLf :
Kecohh , Happy go Luckie and Easy going(:
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I am attach to ♥AmiruL Ashraf bin Asrari since ♥05032010. Love him loads and has always been loving hym , noone else(:


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Thursday, April 8, 2010, 2:35 AM



i am absolutely sure that i willl be in bad temper for this few weeks . i aint lying .and i will often slp in class . im just too tiredd . i cant help . im sitting for my Nlevel this yr and this is happening . cant focus mann . i have not been hving enuf rest(lyke duhh!) andd its crazy ! i found myself to be changing . be it in attitude or appearance . im absolutely sure that i will go ahnyut if i dunn stop oL this nonsense . i just dunn understand why is it happening ? i feel lyke quiting sch and just go hanyut coz i cant tke it any longer but i have to make my mum and dad proud of me . i atcerLi found myself nt important anymore in this world . no one needs me andd care for me anymore . its better that im dead rather than alive but suffer ryte ? i dunno luhq .
To boyf : im sorry for oL the moodswing that i have been showingg you . the attitudes too . andd being angry at you without any reasons . i just dunno why ayte . i just could feel the anger emotion inside myself . im sorry for putting down th phone on you harshly andd i know that i have change .. i will try my best to stop that ..
Mum: i miss you so muchhh . and pleasee , i love you . i know that i have hurt you several ways but its with reasons . i cant accept th way th others treat me . i cant tahan th way they treat andd nag at me as if im a samll kid . im old enuf to takecare of myself . and i promise you that . i really miss you aload . andd my lil'kid tooo , iman .. iman , mami will come andd visit you soon aytes(:
anws, im currently in a bad mood situation . i dunno why . went to sleep arnd 10pm just nw . denn my alrm clock goes vibratin arnd 1.30am . andd here i am(: today sch wasnt great too . was pissed off by everyone . lucky nt much that kena shouted at . im sorry eugene ! F&N was also pissed off coz wanted to finish everything bt then there were some other classes who want to use the room . then after sch head for aniaL's crib . terserempak with Idah andd walk with her . better stiL ! terserempak with Dhan , HaiRuL and Eka at 818 . i miss them oL mannnn !!!!!! especially NOBODY(hairuL) andd Eka . goshhh ! oL the memories we had was awesome ! haiyaa . memories only . nvm . anw , i gtg . takcare!