why can't i have the perfect relationship once ? atleast once . oL this shit relationship is making me think that there's no happiness in this worLd for me . i feeL so jealous looking at oL those coupLes out there who are celebrating their anniversary every now and then . When will ever the worLd be fair to me?

Fyi , i just had a dream bout Dhan . i meant bout me and Dhan . i told dearest bout it and he says that Dhan is missing me . hmm . how i wish so but tk mungkin luh kann . Lawledd . but i swear i miss DEAREST !!!! and my Bestfriend , Farwizahh . and my abang Naz !!! I miss them aLOad . Luckie , im miting Dearest this weekend , gonna mit hym and watch Movie , Percy Jackson at Causeway point . im going wld this wkends(: hohohoho . Currently otp with Dearest . Rindu dhe sangat2 !!!

i will not be updating so often coz im busy with studies . i have change , you see . i no more slack . i dunn entertain those peopLe who just wanna fooL around . I went back home straight after school . Smoking ? totally not !! Andd i dunn just sit at home ands stare at the ceiling . i revise on my weaker subjct . i started oL this change when i reaLise oL those childishness is useless . andd thx to Mr Hafiz and Cikgu Che'tom advice(: they make me realise friends aren't everything . andd you have to work hard in order to achieve(: Dearest find me to be a weird girL . yeaaa . Just becoz i have aload of friends who arent in the ryte path but i dunn get carried away . i dunnid to follow others . i aint their dogs or what so ever ! coz they arent eventually my everything ryte ? I stand up for myself . yea , i defend my friends but pleaseee , i dunn have to follow their steps just to get comfortable with them .

For Farwizah :

just ignore oL those bitches . They are just wasting their time andd they are so totally not matureddd . i know how it feeLs luhq . Just ignore them . They aren't worth it to be entertain . Furthermore , they are just jeaLous . Ny uhq budak2 tkd pendirian diri . andd upper sec express sumore . Now you kno' the reason why i hate those express bitch . They dunn reaLise who they are coz they never will . they will only think that they are more perfect than others . they dunn reaLise that there are others who are better off then they are . And klaw muke lawa , prangai siaL uatpe kann ?

got to go . update asap . buhbyes . takecare .